Me, Myself & I.

I know im not the nicest person around, but im pretty sure im not the meanest. Im not going to sit around and let pepole push me around. I stand up for what i believe in, and alot of people cant handle it. Call me a bitch. I know im one at times, we all get that way. For most people i dont think they can handle the truth, because the truth hurts. And being so truthful makes me a bitch. I dont think i should tip-toe around someone and worry about what i might say will hurt their feelings. Im not much of a liar, ill tell you the truth, even if its not exactly what you want to here.
If anyone truely knows me, they would know when i was younger i was an immature brat. A bitch in training, i would say. I wasnt the nicest girl. Always joking around, pushing peoples buttons because i thought it was funny. Finally one day i realized i couldnt be that way my whole life. I wanted to be true to myself and have friends that enjoy wanting to be around me. And i believe im not that same girl. Im a grown woman now. I let stupid things roll off my back, I dont let little things bother me that arent worth it. I listen to people and try to be there for them. Ive made a home for myself. I work and pay bills on time. I take care of everything in my life that needs to be taken care of. I rely alot on myself. I think that Ive matured quite nicely.

If you want something done right, you have to do it yourself. I truely believe in this saying.

For some people that are reading this it might seem random or confusing. But it doesnt matter if you understand it or not. This is just my release of all this stuff in my head right now. I feel stuck at the moment. I just dont know what to do.

And to the all the people that think im still a bitch or bitchy. Im sorry that you cant handle the truth. Ill try to tone it down. Maybe i still have alittle bit of growing up to do.